annihilate the sparrow

coooode: And that’s the most frustrating thing about...

Fri, 17 May 2013 19:27:36 -0400

And that’s the most frustrating thing about depression. It isn’t always something you can fight back against with hope. It isn’t even something — it’s nothing. And you can’t combat nothing. You can’t fill it up. You can’t cover it. It’s just there, pulling the meaning out of everything. That being the case, all the hopeful, proactive solutions start to sound completely insane in contrast to the scope of the problem.

It would be like having a bunch of dead fish, but no one around you will acknowledge that the fish are dead. Instead, they offer to help you look for the fish or try to help you figure out why they disappeared.
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You know when you read something that’s so accurate that you don’t know how to words?
Yeah.

sexhaver: boredlord: What do teens like?!? Is it memes? Memes about skeletons? Piss?...

Tue, 14 May 2013 21:47:58 -0400

sexhaver:

boredlord:

What do teens like?!? Is it memes? Memes about skeletons? Piss? Communism?

this post is 20x funnier if you imagine a CEO shouting it at his board of directors

thatfunnyblog: why do sherlock fans call themselves sherlockians when they should be called...

Tue, 14 May 2013 21:13:00 -0400

thatfunnyblog:

why do sherlock fans call themselves sherlockians when they should be called sherlock’s holmies

louderdecibelle: koizumim: really though if breasts, butts and legs are so distracting to men, to...

Tue, 14 May 2013 21:10:14 -0400

louderdecibelle:

koizumim:

really though

if breasts, butts and legs are so distracting to men, to the point they cant function

why arent they that distracting to lesbians

and at that point

why isnt the penis bulge and legs not distracting enough to gay men to warrant men being put under the same dress codes

#spoilers: its because its bullshit

"Nonviolence is an inherently privileged position in the modern context. Besides the fact that the..."

Tue, 14 May 2013 21:09:22 -0400

“Nonviolence is an inherently privileged position in the modern context. Besides the fact that the typical pacifist is quite clearly white and middle class, pacifism as an ideology comes from a privileged context. It ignores that violence is already here; that violence is an unavoidable, structurally integral part of the current social hierarchy; and that it is people of color who are most affected by that violence. Pacifism assumes that white people who grew up in the suburbs with all their basic needs met can counsel oppressed people, many of whom are people of color, to suffer patiently under an inconceivably greater violence, until such time as the Great White Father is swayed by the movement’s demands or pacifists achieve that legendary “critical mass.””

- Peter Gelderlos, Why Nonviolence Protects the State- Nonviolence is Racist (via tahlalaliaaa)
Note gelderloos is white and an activist who went to jail and learned a lot from within the system. Learned a lot from poc in prison and is pretty young too. I think he makes a lot of credits to poc and Black people make a large part of the biblio of this book from what I remember
(via strugglingtobeheard)

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knittedlampshade: thinking about shitty awful bigoted things you said in the past

Tue, 14 May 2013 21:03:38 -0400

knittedlampshade:

thinking about shitty awful bigoted things you said in the past

dionthesocialist: I have come up with a clever text post. Ready? Okay, here it goes: How many...

Mon, 13 May 2013 20:40:49 -0400

dionthesocialist:

I have come up with a clever text post. Ready? Okay, here it goes:

How many times will Lindsay Lohan be allowed to fuck up? The limit does not exist.

Thank you for reading my text post. I hope you enjoyed it.

rebelyell101: norafox: Cyanide and Happiness nails it. I love...

Sat, 11 May 2013 23:32:19 -0400

rebelyell101:

norafox:

Cyanide and Happiness nails it.

I love Cyanide and Happiness.

Dion the Socialist: A woman of modest age pulls on her cloak and prepares for a long...

Sat, 11 May 2013 14:20:21 -0400

Dion the Socialist: A woman of modest age pulls on her cloak and prepares for a long...:

dionthesocialist:

A woman of modest age pulls on her cloak and prepares for a long journey. Through rain and snow and heat, she travels across distant lands. The city fades into the distance behind her. She climbs a mountain. At the summit, she finds a small house made of brick. Inside, she removes her cloak and…

KILL YOUR DAD.

Sat, 11 May 2013 05:36:57 -0400

my biggest fear is that i’ll turn out to be abusive. that one day that gene in me will click and i’ll do it. i’ll exert the power i have over people, over a person, and i’ll just slippery slope it and i’ll be a monster and i’ll do this shit and say the shit. i dont have to learn the abuse language i already know it. i grew up with it. you made me do this and this hurts me more than it hurts you and i do this because i love you and whatever ok. its charred in me. and i can feel it sometimes, i can feel the urge to do these terrible things and i choke it back. thats probably the worst part that i fight the urge to be hurtful, to hurt things or people who cant defend themselves against me. i’m not sure that i havent. when i look in the mirror most of the features i see on my face are my moms - except my nose and i always wish somebody would take a running start and fucking smash it -. but the outside is my mom, tender and loving and driven and determined, but maybe my insides arent. maybe my insides are vile, and arrogant, and narcissistic and sociopathic.

in no small way im obsessed with my dad. there isnt a day that goes bythat i dont think about something related to him because maybe im trying to excuse him. cause i cant understand what he did and i don’t understand why it had to be me and i don’t understand why i have to look at my face and fucking hate my nose. saying that these things cant be understood because assholes will do shit because it pleases them doesnt make me feel better. i live with it and i remmeber and i want to make the remembering stop or at least make it feel better.

i look at my life at times and wonder if it would make him proud and i wonder if this is something i want or something i want to smash. my dad is fatphobic, and he would always fucking smack his mouth about fat people and fat people and fat people and how fat they were and fat fat fat fat FATFATFATSFTDFTA. im not a fucking thin person. im intelligent and im insightful i feel, and i am capable of mental stuff he never would be capable of because he isnt shit, but i’m not thin. im not fit. i recently went to h&m to buy a pair of shorts i could wear to work and i relaized ive gone up a size. i dont know if i want to be everything he expected and more and then shove it in his face, and then show him how much fucking better i am and fuck you and pulverize it and crush that berlin wall and move on. or i dont know if i want to be the opposite. and i cant get over it and “JUST B U” isnt something thats ever going to apply to me i wish i existed in a vacuum where “me” wasnt tethered to all of this bullshit.

ultimately i hate myself. in a profound way, because i know who my genes belong to. and i dont know if i can ever love myself because loving myself might have to mean in some way to like, love him, or forgive him, or forget him., none of which i can do. none of which im willing to do,m except for the last one. which i would do gladly. everyones horseshit about all ur past expurunces mad u hoot u r can honestly suck my ass. you dont deal with my head i want to forget more than anything in the world. and what does me hating myself like this mean in the sense of my relationships. my friendships and my romances like im a worthless fucking piece of shit. maybe one day i’ll just switch off and i’ll say if you love me who is a worthless piece of shit then you too have to be one. and i’ll just fucking bile on everyone around me.

if i was anyone else i’d think i’ve done something really fucking impressive. i shoved my anxiety aside and went from like completely depressed hermit to a completely depressed sort-of-not hermit who is supporting herself and being independent and now i’m doing… things that young adults do. like fucking sex and movies and jobs and unwisely spending my money. but its me. so i think. fuck im a piece of shit. who cares about this stuff. nobody motherfucking cares. customers who yell at me are never going to know how hard it was for me to leave the house a year ago. how i’ve literally sliced mysefl up because memories are satan’s fucking bastard and how eagerly i sometimes wish somebody would just goddamn run me over or something. but whatever yell at me cause you had to pay 5 dollars to receive a stupid box im sure thats immensely important.

who can last like this. honestly.

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Sat, 11 May 2013 03:38:35 -0400

brandnewjones: janedoe225: Let’s wish a very happy “Seis de...

Wed, 08 May 2013 21:26:29 -0400

brandnewjones:

janedoe225:

Let’s wish a very happy “Seis de Mayo” to all the Mexican brothers and sisters who worked in kitchens and bars last night and witnessed way too many sombreros, ponchos, fake mustaches and other bastardizations of their culture.

Relevant.

vfilthy: save me baby

Wed, 08 May 2013 21:01:15 -0400

vfilthy:

save me baby

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Tue, 07 May 2013 19:37:47 -0400

1o14: i want world peace but there are people i want to kill first

Sat, 04 May 2013 14:01:46 -0400

1o14:

i want world peace but there are people i want to kill first

dontcrosscross: Out Of A Whole Planet’s Population, One Hero Will Be Chosen: It’s Probably Going To...

Fri, 03 May 2013 20:00:49 -0400

dontcrosscross:

Out Of A Whole Planet’s Population, One Hero Will Be Chosen: It’s Probably Going To Be A White Dude

a-sexy-cat: vvebkinz: sleepy is so much of a cuter word than tired everyone needs to stop saying...

Fri, 03 May 2013 19:43:29 -0400

a-sexy-cat:

vvebkinz:

sleepy is so much of a cuter word than tired everyone needs to stop saying tired and start saying sleepy starting now

I’m so sleepy of your shit

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